i fell again.

blue blacks can be cured aft a few days.

but the pain i felt this time round.

it reallie hurts me alot.

who to cure my pain?

how to cure my pain?

wat to cure my pain?

how long will it take to cure my pain?

im really really REALLY bu fu qi.

y am i always ended up hurt by guys?

have i did anything wrong for u all to treat me in tat way?

god is so unfair.

life is so unfair.

perhaps nth is fair in the earth ba.

ppl asked me to accept wat comes along my life.

sorry this time i really cant accept it.

unless im given a reasonable reason.

if not i wont accept the fact.

ppl told me tat tasting pain and sorrow is parts and parcels of life.

well everything is oso parts and parcels of life.

hmm even die is oso parts and parcels of life.

y not i die earlier?

so tat i dont need to go thru so much pain and sorrow.

i was told to love myself.

no i cant do tat.

i simply hate myself more.

i dont know how to be strong.

im just not a strong girl.

if being a strong girl have to go thru alot.

i will rather stay as a 'not a strong girl'.

i really dont wana go thru so much.

i just wana a simple life.